So basically this picture above was taken on Hafiz's ( hallie's boyfriend ) surprise birthday last few days . You know , i've gained so much weight since end of last year . My cheeks are getting bigger than ever  . But somehow it doesnt look so bad in this picture . Maybe it shrank a bit in the car before i went to the surprise birthday ? Or maybe its just the angle .. 

Well , today is the third week of february . And fyi , i had a pretty bad time last week . But it wasn't that bad actually , hahaha . I've been living for 20 years and please that was totally nothing to me . Let me tell you one thing , by exposing your happy life it will invite so many heartless and brainless haters . No one will jumps and claps happily for you , trust me . ( Not to forget , to my FRIENDS . Thanks for your never ending love and support of course ) . Whatever you do nice or bad you will get people hating you . Bear in mind that there's no point of opening and sharing someone's privacy/aib with everyone . It shows your actual character of stupidity . Please try to be sincerely happy for others not just " i know how you feel qamar , she is stupid just forget about her already . i love you qamar . you're pretty qamar . you're lucky for having syafiq as your boyfriend . qamar lepak lets ? " but inside " kita rasa qamar insecure dengan awak . i don't like qamar . i wonder why they're still together tho " .Well , these humans are worse than the ones who tell you straight up that they hate you . PLEASE . Just pray for people's happiness because when you do so , He will give you the same or maybe more than that . If not in this world , maybe He will repay you in the afterlife . Who knows kan ? Jangan putus doa .

Those people who are currently in the same situation as me , coat your heart with sabr . And now , let's try to be sincerely happy for others k ? :)

 

P/s :  You know what was the funniest part ? The girl came up to me and said she was sorry . Hahaha , alhamdulillah :P ( forgive but never forget )

Positive vibes to all yo'