To be honest , my life in 2012 wasn't the prettiest picture .
I struggled by jumping from a relationship to the other relationship .
In 2014 , thought i've already found the man i'm marrying , but i was totally wrong .
Things just didn't work out between us .
After years of walking on a shaky bridge alone ,
I finally found someone worth holding on to .
And he's the guy that i never expect we could end up together .
Tartelette palette
Tarte cosmetic is my all time favorite make up products . As you know , i've been using Tarte's brow gel for quite long now . Well , to be frank I'm not a huge fan of eyeshadows but this palette is just beautiful . It's like a taupe , natural cool toned palette which is suitable for any occasions or you can use it on a daily basis too . Oh yeah , everything in this palette is matte by the way so if you want your eyelids to be a little bit shimmer you can add any of cosmetic shimmer pigments on it .
Bath&BodyWorks: Pink Chiffon
This is one of my favorite fragrance at the moment besides my Chole and Chanel because this one is much and way cheaper than those two ( lol ) . It smells a bit like Gucci but this one is great as a lower priced version . Because aint nobody wanna spend $300++ on everyday fragrance ok , hahaha . I also bought ( i actually borong ) a few other fragrances from Bath&BodyWorks for my go-to-class perfumes , lol .
Bio essence : Miracle Bio Water
I tend to use face spray for a glow face everytime when i feel like going out without makeup ( no bb cream , no cc cream , no foundations just bare face ) but recently i fell in love with this face spray i just had to ditch my by bodyshop vitamin C face spray for now . You can also use it on your body and hair , how awesome is that ? If you have sensitive skin i highly suggest this super amazing spray with hypoallergenic pH-Balanced .
Glamglow : youth mud tinglexfoliate treatment
I rarely fall head over heals with face mask ( because i'm just that weirdo ? ) other than my favorite all time holy grail , Peter Thomas Roth : Dragon's blood ( Because it's smells so good ) but this one by Glamglow is a winner . It gives you a youthful dewy glow and i'm just super love it !! I will probably continue repurchasing it for the rest of my life .
Going through my playlist
Ahhh ! I miss those feelings !!
Those awesamazing times of growing up..
After completing my UPSR in SKTM2 , my mother wanted me to go to Kolej Tuanku Jaafar which is located in Negeri Sembilan . I was pretty excited because its a boarding school ( pishhhh , and because i was desperate for new friends ) for that but sadly my father , he won't let me get out of his sight . Then he threw me in SMK Taman Melawati which is the nearest school to my house .
I still remember those feelings i felt when i first stepped my feets in the high school , " DAMN , this school is so big and how am i going to find Azzara and Megat Wafiy ? " . Well , they were basically all the time in my mind ever since in primary school . Surprisingly , i got into the same class as my bestie , Azzara and Megat Wafiy's class was exactly in front of my class . Which i can easily see him from my place . The second year was pretty cool . I was so active in sports but then i got lazy and started noticing boys in school , muahaha . Ponteng was normal for me . I got caught ponteng a couple of times but somehow it didn't affect my grades because i was a freak . Getting A's in a few subjects were normal for me too , hehe . ( sampai form 3 ja , lol )
But as soon as i turned 17 i stopped being fun and funky i spent a lot of time at home . I became a little bit ascetic . I occupied myself with books and tuitions . It was really boring i must say . Glad that i'm not a high school girl anymore but yet I'm still a bit sad i didn't go to prom .
p/s: Tbh , without these girls in the picture above ( and not to forget azzara & elly ) , my high school year wouldn't be fun . This picture was taken in Langkawi in February 2014 .
I still remember those feelings i felt when i first stepped my feets in the high school , " DAMN , this school is so big and how am i going to find Azzara and Megat Wafiy ? " . Well , they were basically all the time in my mind ever since in primary school . Surprisingly , i got into the same class as my bestie , Azzara and Megat Wafiy's class was exactly in front of my class . Which i can easily see him from my place . The second year was pretty cool . I was so active in sports but then i got lazy and started noticing boys in school , muahaha . Ponteng was normal for me . I got caught ponteng a couple of times but somehow it didn't affect my grades because i was a freak . Getting A's in a few subjects were normal for me too , hehe . ( sampai form 3 ja , lol )
But as soon as i turned 17 i stopped being fun and funky i spent a lot of time at home . I became a little bit ascetic . I occupied myself with books and tuitions . It was really boring i must say . Glad that i'm not a high school girl anymore but yet I'm still a bit sad i didn't go to prom .
p/s: Tbh , without these girls in the picture above ( and not to forget azzara & elly ) , my high school year wouldn't be fun . This picture was taken in Langkawi in February 2014 .
* #now lying in my own bed in my own room in the middle of the night without nothing to worry about . No assignments , no morning classes , NOTHING . Just heavenly enjoying every moment of it *
The first thought that I've gotten when my internet connection at home started to work well was , i really need to write . Really . It was too many happiness , sadness , expressions and etc that i wanted to write but sadly my internet at home was down so bad . So here i am . Hi ! I miss blogging so much , ARGHH . I'm currently enjoying my Mid-Sem Break so please friends whoever in KL please call or whatsapp me because i really need to catch up . My holiday is only until seventh September :( . Six days left for this Mid-Sem break to run out so i need to use it wisely , hahaha .
So the adorable man in the picture above is Syafiq . Since this is my first time posting a picture of a man in my blog except my guy best friend . Let me tell you something about him . He is 21 . He is a friend . He is very understanding . He always says the cheesiest pick-up lines ever but i love em' all . He is a soft hearted person but except to his friends i guess ? :| . He is a good football player , you just name all the tactics and he'll show you . He was born gifted , he actually can urut people hahaha . And last but not least , he is another half of mine . We share so many stories and secrets together thats why we could get along pretty well . Alhamdulillah for that .
Anyway , I wanna take this opportunity to say sorry for whatever things i've done or terkecilkan hati you throughout this relationship . Even though i'm the most problematic one compared to the other abnormal people out there , you never complained . Thank you , Sayang . Thanks for feeding me with your lame jokes because i'm now fatter than before . Thanks for talking to me every night ( hmmm , not sure about this . But most of the nights you ada . hehe ) . You're awesome in every single way . I love you , sayang .
p/s : Never ever listen to heavy emotional songs when you're alone when its almost 2 . Now , let's go to bed .
