Hey , I'm back blogging . Its been an ages , i know . But at least I'm back :)

Hope all of you my readers ( where i don't think i have one ) are having a great Syawal . I'm having mine quite well , alhamdulillah . I went back to my hometown on the second day of raya , even though it was a short ones but i really enjoyed it . After so long of not seeing my beloved cousins on my father's side i finally got to see them all . I'm very happy as the family is growing bigger and bigger .Oh and , someone is getting married soon . Guess who ? What me ? No , of course not me and obviously its my sister , Atikah is going to get married soon . Not so soon , but next week . 

Dearest sister , first of all i cant imagine seeing your room empty . I can't imagine waking up without you around in the house . I can't imagine eating alone in the kitchen in the middle of the night . I can't imagine all that . We've gone through so many ups and downs together and i couldn't be anymore grateful for having you as a sister after kakak . You know , you and kakak are the only sisters i have . You are the lady i'll look up to after kakak and ibu . I can't believe I'm going to lose another sister soon , yet I'm gaining another brother for good . I'm sure Achoty will take a good care of you . I will always pray for your happiness with the man of your future , En sha Allah .

I had those days when i woke up to " When am i going to be happy with 'someone' ? " . Though it was a real journey but i was wrong . It was never easy . Only God knows know painful it was for me . But after months of sabr , i think i've found the answer . And the answer is " Now " .

Happy Eid Mubarak , everyone . Wishing you a blessed Syawal with your family and friends :)