When there's a storm in your life ,

your heart will be heavy,

because the clouds of sorrow will hang on to the sky of emotion .

And when tear starts to fall ,

let them fall like rain , 

for it will wash away your pains .

by Qamarina Mohsin

 ( Honestly , i kinda miss writing poems )  

I swear i'm still growing up because i still find myself getting jealous and frustrated over something that is not supposed to get jealous . It's not that i have a trust issues it just that sometimes  ... yeah , i do have a trust issues . Like who doesn't have that ?

I know it bugs a lot of you people out there whenever i starts to express my feelings on my blog . ( like obviously its my blog ? who are you to judge ? let me speak my mind ok )

So this new short semester i've tried to be more social in college . But as a super poyo introvert like me , socialising with new people doesn't seem to come easily for me . I just had to 'drop' a certain subjects because most of the classes are just lonely & boring . 

I've been driving back and fourth from Bukit Antarabangsa to Prince Court , Bukit Bintang just to see my mother because she was admitted to the hospital last friday to a high blood pressure . And En ha Allah she'll be discharged from the hospital tomorrow . 

" So how's your day today Qamarina ? "

"GOOD"

Photo by @Ahmad Naqiuddin

Solat . The easiest way to gain pahala but the hardest for us women to do so whenever we are in the shopping mall . " solat jum " tbh it used to be my greatest dilemma whenever i hear it if im in a shopping mall or etc . Especially when i had my superb glams makeup on my face . I'm sure a lot of women can relate to me when i say " superb glams makeup " . 

But then when i started to realise that Solat is really important for us , Muslim whenever someone says " jum solat! " especially when we're in a shopping mall or having lunch together . I gotta say , it feels good to have someone who motivate you to be a better muslim . Seriously , who you surround yourself with , plays a huge role in this case .

See what i mean here ? it doesn't matter how many wrongs and sins you and your partner/friends have commited as long as you have each other's backs to be better . To help and motivate each other to become the best we can be . If there's any haram or not a good thing you see from your partner/friends give good advice to em' that shows you care about em' .

Just start fresh and leave it all behind .

So time to stop now . 

Let's turn to Him .

Photo by @Ahmad Naqiuddin