Its been approximately a month since i last update my blog . Hello and Assalammualaykum to my loyal readers where i can count on with one hand . To be honest , i miss posting craps on my blog so bad especially when i'm on my " throw back " mode . Basically , this is where i write whatever i have in my heart nor my mind . Its like a personal diary like those days you had when you were little , a book with a key . Where you can pull out all those sadness and happiness you're having . 

Through out this journey , i wish for an answer . Whether its a real journey from Him or just to cross my path to make me a better person . It has been 4 rough months this heart have gone through and it wasn't that easy to walk on a shaky bridge alone . I still can't believe that i've been battling with these feelings for quite long now . Still trying my best to keep on walking . I've already made duas and put my effort on it , so i'll leave the rest to Allah . Now it's up to Him to decide .

'Be not sad , surely Allah is with us'  Qur’an: Surah At-Tawbah (9:40)

Have you ever heard this line above ? if you have or haven't , just wanna let you know that tbh i deseprately need this reminder everyday . Imagine if i momorized the whole Quran , i'd be set for life to Jannah for letting the words of Quran calms my heart whenever i'm feeling down or happy .