Just been away in Bankok for almost a week and it was pretty fun . I fell in love with their street foods and markets .. And their culture too . The last time i went Thailand was about few years back . Waaw , how time flies .
I wish i could cry until there's no more pain left inside
The pain that i've been waiting for so long
Waiting for someone to prove me that im not wrong
By
Qamarina Mohsin
Love , the little word is special
Thats how it has to be
Because its meant for someone who means a lot to me .
Someone awfully nice to know
And fun to be with too
Someone pretty wonderful who happens to be with you
And my every dreams begins and ends
With loving thoughts of you
And you're the most important part of everything i do
You're in my mind , you're in my heart
Each moment of the day
And no one else in this world could make me feel this way .
By
Qamarina
All i see is you
Ever since i was little me , my family and relatives used to go on trip to beaches every school holiday .
I love seeing the waves and feeling the sands between my toes , under my feets , the feeling of weightlessness in the water and the breeze blowing through my hair . its just so peaceful .
Why do people always lie ? Its the worst thing to do especially when it comes to someone you love or someone who loves you . It wont be good . I hate being lied to and i would rather hurt with the truth than comfort with a lie . I can handle the truth even it may hurt sometimes . Yup .
so , i just came back from Singapore last night and im completely utterly shattered because it has been non stop walking . Yesterday was pretty funny as we were in the Universal Studio and the universal express unlimited pass i tell you it was worth it because you dont need to line up for hours . we only went away over night because it was 'without-dad-holiday' . i plan on going away a lot more after this holiday because life is too short and i want to explore new places with the one that i love .
p/s : Well today i have managed a little rest but i got loads of frigging walking again so i will probably be bloody shattered tonight .
After all the experiences that i've had in my life i've only learned to accept everyone for what they are not what they look like or what colour skin they have or what has happened to them in the past because i dont like being judged so i dont judge others . No matter who you are , no matter what mistakes you've made , no matter what you've been through , no matter what race/culture/religion . i will never judge you and thats a promise i wanna live by .
People who judge especially when it base on money . I cant stand it . I know how it feels to be judged as a poor kid because I came from ' not-really-rich' family but my dad always tried his hardest to provide us . When i was young If we went into the shop my dad would be all like ' dont touch that ' ' dont you ever ask anything ' ' let's go out ' , hahaha . But now I thanked Allah swt for all the sustenances that he gave . Alhamdulillah and syukran because now i have a permanent roof over my head .
I dont think you should judge anyone until you have walked in their shoes .
1) im a hard person to love but when i love , i love really hard .
2) i dont curse .
3) i get sad very easily .
4) i dont have ' my type of guy '
5) i love babies .
6) i hate liars .
7) im going to name my future daughter Mariah and my future son Redza .
8) i cant stay mad more than 1 hour .
9) i love helping people .
10 ) krook krook
I just reset everything on my blog . Sorry .
When dark clouds come your way ,
When people mess up your day ,
Dont break down in despair ,
Wait for sunshine to clear te air .
Throuble will pass ,
Tears never lats ,
Let time heal your ills ,
Just keep yourself smiling still .
Admit your shortcoming big or small ,
No one is perfect at all ,
Blame not others who maybe wrong , correct yourself and be strong .
Life has its ups and downs ,
But isnt it better to smile than frown ?
Daily we will find problems here and there ,
But remind yourself not to despair .
By
Qamarina mohsin .
I love sketching .
I love how black chalk smears and my fingers turn grey as i adjust the shadow with my fingertips .
When i cant explain how im feeling on words or the words arent enough , i paint it out .
