I started wearing hijab since i came back from Makkah . I still remember the first time i set my eyes on the kaaba . I know the decision to wear hijab is not an easy one to make . But then , i said to myself " be the type of person that you want to met <3 " . Alhamdulillah , It's been 3 months now since i decided to start wearing hijab .
Ingatkan dah pakai hijab " No more freelance job " . But last week , agency call that i dapat advertisement job for colgate . Rezeki is everywhere . Alhamdulillah , syukur for the job . Mulakan hari anda dengan colgate ok ? :p
My past made me what i am right now . Only God knows how bad i was back then . I never thought that the hijab was permanent for me . I was never forced to wear hijab . My parents just had always encouraged it . Every morning before i get ready for school , i put on my hijab . Looked at my reflection in the mirror and smiled , " Thank God i was born Muslim " .
I may be not the prettiest girl after wearing a hijab . But i'm sure , i have my own values and self respect . Asalkan cantik di mata Allah . Every single day i become more grateful about being a hijabi. I've been more Muslim and kinder . At the same time , i feel very safe and the spiritual benefits of hijab outweigh any misgivings . I believe that the decision to wear hijab was the best choice i ever made .
You should also know that when i was writing this story i had tears in my eyes thinking about how lucky i am .
I hope my future husband will have enough knowledge of Islam . So that he can be the Imam of the house . InshaAllah . Amin .
Peace be upon you .
If you read my blog regularly , you've probably knew that i haven't had a boyfriend ever since i started it . Because if you know me personally , you'll know that i'm not a very girly (gedik) .
" Do yo have a boyfriend ? " " Why don't you have a boyfriend ? " "Why are you still single ? " " Tak jealous ke tengok your girlfriends happy dengan boyfried diaorang ? " "Pergi lah flirt dia . " "Tak lonely ke ? " . Seriously , I'm getting tired of these lines . There's enough drama in my life . My eldest brother , he rarely went out . But on one of the few occasions when he did , he met a great woman , who is now his wife and a mother to his daughter . She's a doctor . They've been together since 19y/o . Get married at age 26 . I want to be like him and I want to have a relationship like them .
" Or maybe you're too choosy ? " . No , i'm not choosy just picky . I don't want to get hurt . I just want a good love life . And a guy who will love me for who i am .
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So here's an english essay Ms. Shuhada assigned me to do " My perfect future husband " . Lol , berangan .
"Every girl in this world has the same dream: A perfect future husband . A person who will lead the wife to the right paths . For me i have highlighted some characteristic and physical appearence of a person who i want to marry ................ Sometimes i just can't wait for the day when my future husband sit infront of my dad and 'tok kadi' and say " Aku terima nikahnya..." " . Okay , i'm not gonna write the whole essay . Nanti kantoi . Malu . Ok bye !
p/s : I have exams next week , do pray for me . Thank you :)