I ran up the stair and locked my door .



I drag myself over to my bed .



I put my headphones in and started playing my music . " wake me up " by Ed Sheeran .



Im a teribble person .



Tears still falling down my cheeks .



No phones .



This day couldnt be any worst .


I used to believe in fairly tales . Then reality proved me wrong . 


The rain falls because the sky can no longer handle its weight . Just like the tears  fall because the heart can no longer handle the pain .





p/s :

You can't hate someone you once loved . If you do , you never truly loved them . You can hate things they did , but you can never hate them , themselves .

So , Happy Halloween everyone ! My mom bought me a new wig . I had fun last years Halloween but i couldn't do it again this year because my final exams is just around the corner . I'm going to Publika later with my parents for dinner . So , hope your Halloween is as edgy and awesome as you planned it to be . Bye ! Takecare ! <3

 Your hand fits in mine like its made just for me

I'm back on track on the blogging radar ! Are you guys still there ? Oh my God , only God knows how much i misssssss my blog . I'm not feeling well , because lately i've lost my appetite and it's so bad . Since like September i've hardly been eating . No , not diet . I just haven't been getting hungry . I didn't notice ths till my school teacher said " Qamarina , you look alot skinnier than i last saw you " . Hmm , i don't want to be skinny . I want to be fat and happy . I eat once a day , sometimes tak . If i try to make myself eat , i feel like i'm gonna throw up . Can someone give me some advice ? i don't want to be like this forever .



Highlight for this month

• Had an awesome moment selling my hand made infinity bracelets with Gandem and Faris Khairuddin . 
• Seminar at Prestige with my two bestfriend .
• Played spot the difference , dot to dot and maze with papa in the morning ( only once a year )
• MNP-ed my maxis number to celcom :)

First of all , i wanna wish all my muslim friends Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin . Harap makan minum dihalalkan dan terkasar bahasa dapat dimaafkan . After 2 weeks of not blogging im finally back to my blogging mood . Its not easy to sit down and type panjang panjang okay . Banyak lagi benda lain perlu gue beresin . 

Well well well . Someone just bought a new polaroid . And it's my cousin , Mas Hidzhir Khan ! Haha , dah jadi anak emas Yusof Haslam . Masyuk la dia . ( Dont forget to watch Roda Roda KL on tv1 ) . Support la cousin saya okay . Thank you :>

xoxo